autumn message
I took an unintentional (but intuitive?) break for a couple of months. I felt uninspired and unmotivated to create RST Alchemy content and focused on my in-person sessions and trainings.
This question came up for me during this time, “What can I offer? What can I contribute that hasn't already been said or explored? Does it even matter?” This thought process comes up for me several times in the year and that's a cue for me that I am feeling stagnant. I stopped myself trying to analyze how or why and just focused on living – taking it day by day.
Blame it on Mars in Rx but I finally felt an energy burst after I finished my last Reiki training of the year. It could've been a mixture of things – maybe it was because I finally had some time, energy and capacity freed up, maybe I needed a break, who knows?
Thinking about it now, I would have moments where I would get so frustrated that I wasn't doing my collective messages, that I felt this responsibility and pressure (self-inflicted for sure) – even though no one even noticed or said anything about me not sending a monthly newsletter 😂 . I had to give myself permission and liberate myself from whatever structures I was building around RST Alchemy.
I am allowed to change. I am allowed to go through rebirth.
I am allowed to burn all this shit down to start over.
Moving forward, I will be releasing a message for the collective seasonally. I noticed that whenever I consulted our guides and the Tarot, a lot of the themes carried over from the previous month. This also helps me to create things that I'm excited about and gives me time to live my life. This is an offering I take time and put together (for free!) so I appreciate any shares or listens. If you'd like to tip me I would also appreciate that ❤️
This autumn we are being called to focus on this process and cycle of learning, rebirth, awareness, forgiveness and liberation. Not to be taken in a chronological or linear order, figure out what resonates with you. We are going to be going through constant and simultaneous cycles of these themes so give yourself grace, patience and ease.
If you’re more of an audio vibe, listen to the message —>
Below are suggested anchors for Self and a playlist I curated to help you reel yourself back in during those shadow-y moments.
This past October I had the opportunity to host my training in Waimea, Hawai'i and it was so magical. I can't wait to be back. Thank you to Soul Centered for hosting me!
Wanted to take this time to highlight and congratulate these reiki practitioners who have always been healers! The words that were exchanged and the space that was shared was so special. Thank you for allowing me to guide and facilitate this training for you all. Can’t wait to see how you all integrate these tools into your lives and work.
Next Reiki trainings will be in Spring 2023.
